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So its Friday as you can tell from my subject line above.... Lol. Renee unfortunately has been out for 2 days because her son's bestfriend was killed in Iraq and is now back in the states for his memorial etc.... not sure whats going on today. Hope that she is ok and that her son is doing well... I have sympathy for anyone who is going thru this. Its something I wish NONE of us would ever have to experience. Jessica just did for the first time with Lucious passing away. It sucks to burry your friends or your family. Can be very rough times for everyone!! Mourning is something that doesn't really go away, only thing to take it away would be your loved one coming back. And we all know how that goes....

Going to get Lisa when I get off today from N.C... I always enjoy the ride down to get her! Turn on my music, put my windows down (if not cold) and just cruise. Ride seems to get shorter and shorter. Thats probablly because I have driven it 100 times in the past year. Worth it to see my Lisa. I am so glad that the two of us have become so much closer when we didn't think it was possible. Every friendship hits its rocky points, trust me we have done so many times. But in the middle of our friendship I was still growing up and so was she. I wouldn't understand some of the points she was trying to get across, that I now have. She is the big sister that I never had. Aw, love ya Lisa......

Any who.... not much else going on in my life other than work, the horses, and just chillen day to day. I did meet someone who is an amazing guy. I don't know that I was to get into a relationship thats the only issue. He wasn't looking for anything serious but really likes me and really would like to see where we could go. I like the idea but I am scared of the idea. I tend to start pushing guys away when they want to get too close. But that is because of all the others, I shouldn't look at it like that but its hard not to. I don't hold him down for what others have done to me. I just got to feel out the waters completely before I jump right in. He seems like he would make me feel so good about myself, and him. He is a very respectful and caring person who has his head on straight and is doing what he needs to do for himself and his son. Which is A. O.K. with be btw, the kid thing doesn't bother me now that I am 22 and not 16!!! Lol. Guess at this point we just wait and see what happens....

Sorry about the rambling, I do that sometimes when I got things on my mind...

Tonight we gunna go and see D'tae and Lauren to chill with them. About to text Lauren and tell her to keep Jo Jo at the house til we get there so we can see our nephew! Aw. Love that little boy he is so precious. Well might as well get some work done. Holla at me. xo